The Girl Who Wanted to be a Journalist


By Zeynep Conkar

In the ruins of Gaza, an 11-year-old girl dreamed of becoming a journalist.

She was intelligent, confident, and determined, filming videos from within Gaza’s shelters, practising her English, speaking directly to the camera with a calm demeanour well beyond her years. 

She wanted to be the voice of her generation, especially of the children growing up beneath drones and warplanes. One day, she, too, became a victim of the genocide she was documenting.

On July 15, an Israeli air strike flattened the six-story building where Lama Nasser Al-Badrasawi and her family had taken shelter after being displaced multiple times. Lama was killed along with her mother, father, and four siblings — Salma, Nada, Sham, and Aziz.

Lama and her friends.

Lama and her friends.

Lama is among an estimated 17,000 children killed in Israeli attacks since October 7, 2023, as per data provided by the Palestinian Education Ministry till April this year. 

With bodies pulled from rubble and entire families vanishing without a record, the actual number is believed to be much higher.

For her uncle, Palestinian author and political analyst Ramzy Baroud, Lama “embodied the strength, resilience, bravery, and studiousness of a Palestinian child, coupled with incredible innocence.” 

“Lama had the makings of a great journalist,” Baroud tells TRT World.

Lama came from a working-class family in Gaza’s Shati refugee camp. Her lineage traced back to Nakba survivors Mohammed and Madallah, her great-grandparents. 

She was a fourth-generation Palestinian refugee raised in a household that valued faith, learning, and community. She and her siblings had memorised large sections of the Quran.

“At the war’s outset, Lama’s mother asked me to amplify her daughter’s voice,” Ramzy recalls. “I was struck by Lama’s English proficiency, political awareness, and her desire to be a voice for survivors among her family and neighbours.”

In one of Lama’s videos, a group of children stood beside her and shouted, “Stop the genocide.” Ramzy would later learn that those children were sitting near their parents’ mass grave.

“They were orphans, living in shelters, relying upon their friendship to survive the horrific traumas of mass extermination,” he says.

Victims of ‘Flour Massacre’

Lama’s courage and talent were not shaped in ease. Her family had already endured staggering losses early in the war. Several of her uncles, aunts, and their children were killed. 

Her grandfather, Nasser, died during the ‘Flour Massacres’, a series of attacks where Israeli forces targeted civilians queuing for food aid. 

“According to eyewitnesses, shrapnel severed Nasser’s arm. He bled to death while still clutching a plastic bag filled with bread and water for Lama and her siblings,” says Ramzy.

The family, repeatedly displaced, sought refuge in various so-called safe zones, none of which offered protection from relentless Israeli bombing.

“Lama’s family, a branch of the Baroud family, has a legacy of journalists and intellectuals in Gaza and abroad,” Ramzy says. “Her parents chose her to carry on this tradition, recognising her intelligence, outspoken nature, sharpness, and kindness.”

It was also the partnership she shared with her mother that made her stand out, according to Zarefah Baroud, a PhD Candidate at the University of Exeter’s European Centre for Palestine Studies and Lama’s cousin.

“Much of this must be credited to her mother, Samah. Despite living through a genocide and supporting five children through such horror, she did everything she could to uplift and empower her daughter.”

“Samah saw what Lama was capable of and refused to let it be pushed to the wayside,” Zarefah tells TRT World.

Zarefah describes Lama as “the brightest and most intelligent child,” but emphasises that it was her wisdom born out of lived experience that made her extraordinary.

“She channelled her loss and pain into a dream to advocate for her community, especially other children,” she says. “Lama particularly cared to speak on behalf of Gazan children and provided an invaluable glimpse into the world of the resilient children of Palestine.”

The loss of Lama and her family was among the most devastating blows of this war for the Barouds, adding to the loss of over 100 family members since the war began. 

Her story could have unfolded differently. Ramzy had envisioned Lama as the first participant in a post-war media training initiative to cultivate authentic Palestinian voices.

“I had planned to help her achieve this dream; now her legacy and hope for a better future can be honoured by supporting other equally ambitious, articulate, strong, and beautiful children.”

“We were all so excited to see what monumental impact Lama would make in her life – we all knew she was capable. That is what makes her death particularly difficult to process,” says Zarefah.

“Lama, like all the martyred children of Gaza, deserved to age.”

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Dr. Marwan Asmar holds a PhD from Leeds University and is a freelance writer specializing on the Middle East. He has worked as a journalist since the early 1990s in Jordan and the Gulf countries, and been widely published, including at Albawaba, Gulf News, Al Ghad, World Press Review and others.

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